to the next level

I get so smart, when in the shower. It carries me through the day. Through thoughts, ideas, what have you. Through changes.


It will be time to change. No kidding. Yes, I'm scared. I cry, I talk, I hide.


But yes, it's time.


I'll do it. I always do. Not many other things certain, but this.

And the other certain thing I will leave with - yes, that. That, and hope.


Spoken cautiously, though often. Dearly, gently, held.


Next level. Wait for me, on the other side.